Evanescence - My Immortal
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I wiped away all of your tears
When you'd scream I fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind
Your face, it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All of the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I wiped away all of your tears
When you'd scream I fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
When you cried I wiped away all of your tears
When you'd scream I fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
im sickks.
finally.
stupid fever jus wldnt go away.
keep haunting me. =/
i wan to eat kfc de.
the cravings have started again.
hahas.
today went to town again with krystal.
kinda sick of tat place le.
but friday is a nicee time to window shop.
cuz not many pple de.
as usual, we talk lotsa stuffs.
but this time, i was a listener. =)
hahas.
too sickly to talk.
sorrie krystal.
anyways.
jus found out some truths.
no doubt i am sad.
but not to the extent of being heartbroken.
disappointed i guess.
on the train to somerset,
the tears were abt to spill over.
i was on the verge of breaking down.
but i didnt :)
it's alright.
i will still be a happiee girl.
i will be fine.
wo hui yong yuan zhu fu ni men de.
time really passes very fast.
now already near to august le.
promos will be coming soon.
arghhs.
anyways. take care everybody.
dun fall sick. =D
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Friday, July 29, 2005
Sunday, July 24, 2005
REACH
When the world, leaves you feeling blue
You can count on me, I will be there for you
When it seems, all you hopes and dreams
Are a million miles away, I will re-assure you
We've got to all stick together
Good friends, there for each other
Never ever forget that
I've got you and you've got me, so
Reach for the stars
Climb every mountain higher
Reach for the stars
Follow your hearts desire
Reach for the stars
And when that rainbow's shining over you
That's when your dreams will all come true
There's a place waiting just for you
Is a special place where your dreams all come true
Fly away swim, the ocean sea
Drive that open road, leave the past behind you
Don't stop gotta keep moving
Your hopes have gotta keep building
Never ever forget that
I've got you and you've got me, so
Reach for the stars
Climb every mountain higher
Reach for the stars
Follow your hearts desire
Reach for the stars
And when that rainbow's shining over you
That's when your dreams will all come true
Don't believe in all that you've been told
The sky's the limit you can reach your goal
No-one knows just what the future holds
There ain't nothing you can't be
There's a whole world at your feet
I said reach
Climb every mountain (reach)
Reach for the moon (reach)
Follow that rainbow
And your dreams will all come true
Reach for the stars
Climb every mountain higher
Reach for the stars
Follow your hearts desire
Reach for the stars
And when that rainbow's shining over you
That's when your dreams will all come true
Reach for the stars
Climb every mountain higher
Reach for the stars
Follow your hearts desire
Reach for the stars
And when that rainbow's shining over you
That's when your dreams will all come true
Reach for the stars
Climb every mountain higher [fade to finish]
INSTALLATION CEREMONY 2005
at last the day was finally heree.
i think the place was nicely decorated.
hehs. thanks to all who helped. :)
yups.
in short, i think it's a GREAAT success.
the song - Reach was the perfomance put up by the j1s.
i think we will more like laughing than singing lorr.
more like a comedy for the audience.
our actions were so kiddy.
shi min was so feng.
hahas!
duno wat happend to her on friday. =/
den during our excos perfomance
i had mental block
cldnt recall wadd i supposed to say.
sia suay.
LOL.
anyways. i kept laughing when chin hao was placing
the badge on my blazer.
i jus cldnt control myself.
when i see tat plastic bag tat contain the gift,
i jus cant stop laughing.
hahas!
better dun laugh at him le.
=x
after the whole thing ended,
melissa n i with the j2 excos went to orchard.
n took neoprints again.
suyee loves taking them. haha!
den we went to this cinema lounge at cine lvl 6 or 7.
tat place is so cool lorr.
first class setting.
u will tat small cosy place.
but a drink cost 4 bucks. haha!
anyways. i have fun today.
i would really miss those j2s.
u all must not forget us hor :)
When the world, leaves you feeling blue
You can count on me, I will be there for you
When it seems, all you hopes and dreams
Are a million miles away, I will re-assure you
We've got to all stick together
Good friends, there for each other
Never ever forget that
I've got you and you've got me, so
Reach for the stars
Climb every mountain higher
Reach for the stars
Follow your hearts desire
Reach for the stars
And when that rainbow's shining over you
That's when your dreams will all come true
There's a place waiting just for you
Is a special place where your dreams all come true
Fly away swim, the ocean sea
Drive that open road, leave the past behind you
Don't stop gotta keep moving
Your hopes have gotta keep building
Never ever forget that
I've got you and you've got me, so
Reach for the stars
Climb every mountain higher
Reach for the stars
Follow your hearts desire
Reach for the stars
And when that rainbow's shining over you
That's when your dreams will all come true
Don't believe in all that you've been told
The sky's the limit you can reach your goal
No-one knows just what the future holds
There ain't nothing you can't be
There's a whole world at your feet
I said reach
Climb every mountain (reach)
Reach for the moon (reach)
Follow that rainbow
And your dreams will all come true
Reach for the stars
Climb every mountain higher
Reach for the stars
Follow your hearts desire
Reach for the stars
And when that rainbow's shining over you
That's when your dreams will all come true
Reach for the stars
Climb every mountain higher
Reach for the stars
Follow your hearts desire
Reach for the stars
And when that rainbow's shining over you
That's when your dreams will all come true
Reach for the stars
Climb every mountain higher [fade to finish]
INSTALLATION CEREMONY 2005
at last the day was finally heree.
i think the place was nicely decorated.
hehs. thanks to all who helped. :)
yups.
in short, i think it's a GREAAT success.
the song - Reach was the perfomance put up by the j1s.
i think we will more like laughing than singing lorr.
more like a comedy for the audience.
our actions were so kiddy.
shi min was so feng.
hahas!
duno wat happend to her on friday. =/
den during our excos perfomance
i had mental block
cldnt recall wadd i supposed to say.
sia suay.
LOL.
anyways. i kept laughing when chin hao was placing
the badge on my blazer.
i jus cldnt control myself.
when i see tat plastic bag tat contain the gift,
i jus cant stop laughing.
hahas!
better dun laugh at him le.
=x
after the whole thing ended,
melissa n i with the j2 excos went to orchard.
n took neoprints again.
suyee loves taking them. haha!
den we went to this cinema lounge at cine lvl 6 or 7.
tat place is so cool lorr.
first class setting.
u will tat small cosy place.
but a drink cost 4 bucks. haha!
anyways. i have fun today.
i would really miss those j2s.
u all must not forget us hor :)
Thursday, July 21, 2005
i feel i no longer know u.
as time passes,
a barrier seems to be forming between us.
i jus wishing things jus dun get any worse.
im jus still waiting.
i will do watever it takes to make things normal but hopefully
u will do something abt it too.
i hope i am still a somebody to u.
n u have not forgotten about this me.
hmms.
i have decided to drop econs le.
although still quite she bu de cuz of ms ng
n my econs grp, i think i still have to drop it sooner or later
cuz i really cant cope with 4 subjects now.
the stress is building up.
i cant hang on much longer.
feel tat i will break down sooner or later.
=/
as time passes,
a barrier seems to be forming between us.
i jus wishing things jus dun get any worse.
im jus still waiting.
i will do watever it takes to make things normal but hopefully
u will do something abt it too.
i hope i am still a somebody to u.
n u have not forgotten about this me.
hmms.
i have decided to drop econs le.
although still quite she bu de cuz of ms ng
n my econs grp, i think i still have to drop it sooner or later
cuz i really cant cope with 4 subjects now.
the stress is building up.
i cant hang on much longer.
feel tat i will break down sooner or later.
=/
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
i have finally moved on.
i have come to realisation tat i no longer miss him as much i did in the past.
maybe the wounds have healed.
the pain has subsided.
i no longer cry cuz of him anymore.
i have grown up. =D
zheng za.
this is the chinese compo title i did today.
suddenly i recalled of those hard times i had with him in the past.
it was so so tough.
recalling the past was painful.
i didnt wan to.
i rmb the times when i cried so hard
or when my heart hurts so much
when things werent wat i wanted for us.
although i gave up a couple of times,
i still held up till this last moment.
he chose to give up.
till now, i still dun understand.
or maybe i do.
but i jus dun wan to accept his reason.
the months tat followed were so very painful.
hurtful.
i as though wanted to end my life.
such foolish tots.
until a few weeks ago, i was still holding on.
but i have woken up.
it IS time to wake up.
it's never ever possible.
u are outta of my lifee.
i dun wan to see u again.
i dun wan to talk to u again.
i dun wan to sms u again.
i really realised tat lovee is all superficial.
we dun need it at all.
all we really need is frens n family.
they are all i need.
they are the ones i can depend on.
im on the next chapter of my life.
:)
im thinking of dropping econs le. =x
jus wana concentrate on the rest of the subjects.
i wan to score well in them.
im still considering if i shld dropp.
i have come to realisation tat i no longer miss him as much i did in the past.
maybe the wounds have healed.
the pain has subsided.
i no longer cry cuz of him anymore.
i have grown up. =D
zheng za.
this is the chinese compo title i did today.
suddenly i recalled of those hard times i had with him in the past.
it was so so tough.
recalling the past was painful.
i didnt wan to.
i rmb the times when i cried so hard
or when my heart hurts so much
when things werent wat i wanted for us.
although i gave up a couple of times,
i still held up till this last moment.
he chose to give up.
till now, i still dun understand.
or maybe i do.
but i jus dun wan to accept his reason.
the months tat followed were so very painful.
hurtful.
i as though wanted to end my life.
such foolish tots.
until a few weeks ago, i was still holding on.
but i have woken up.
it IS time to wake up.
it's never ever possible.
u are outta of my lifee.
i dun wan to see u again.
i dun wan to talk to u again.
i dun wan to sms u again.
i really realised tat lovee is all superficial.
we dun need it at all.
all we really need is frens n family.
they are all i need.
they are the ones i can depend on.
im on the next chapter of my life.
:)
im thinking of dropping econs le. =x
jus wana concentrate on the rest of the subjects.
i wan to score well in them.
im still considering if i shld dropp.
Sunday, July 17, 2005
i found this article quite interesting :)
A group of professional people posed this questionto a groupof 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think:
"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn'tbend overand paint her toenails anymore. So mygrandfather does it for herall the time, even when his hands got arthritis too.That's love."Rebecca- age 8
"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth."Billy - age 4
"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boyputs onshaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."Karl - age 5
"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most ofyour French fries without making them give youany of theirs."Chrissy -age 6
"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."Terri - age 4
"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for mydaddy and she takesa sip before giving it to him, to make sure the tasteis OK."Danny - age 7
"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss"Emily - age 8
"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas ifyou stopopening presents and listen."Bobby - age 7
"If you want to learn to love better, you should startwitha friend who you hate,"Nikka - age 6 (we need a few million more Nikka'son this planet)
"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, thenhewears it everyday."Noelle - age 7
"Love is like a little old woman and a little old manwho arestill friends even after they know each other sowell."Tommy - age 6
"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and Iwas scared.I looked at all the people watching me and saw mydaddy waving andsmiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn'tscaredanymore."Cindy - age 8
"My mommy loves me more than anybody . Youdon't see anyoneelse kissing me to sleep at night."Clare - age 6
"Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best pieceof chicken."Elaine-age 5
"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly andsweaty and stillsays he is handsomer than Robert Redford."Chris - age 7
"Love is when your puppy licks your face even afteryou lefthim alone all day."Mary Ann - age 4
"I know my older sister loves me because shegives me all herold clothes and has to go out and buy new ones."Lauren - age 4
"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you."Karen - age 7
"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross."Mark - age 6
"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it.But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. Peopleforget."Jessica - age 8
And the final one -- Author and lecturer LeoBuscaglia once talked about a contest he was asked to judge. The purpose of the contest was to find the most caring child.The winner was a four year old child whose nextdoor neighbor was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife. Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there. When his Mother asked what he had said to the neighbor, the little boy said, "Nothing, I just helped him cry"
A group of professional people posed this questionto a groupof 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think:
"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn'tbend overand paint her toenails anymore. So mygrandfather does it for herall the time, even when his hands got arthritis too.That's love."Rebecca- age 8
"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth."Billy - age 4
"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boyputs onshaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."Karl - age 5
"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most ofyour French fries without making them give youany of theirs."Chrissy -age 6
"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."Terri - age 4
"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for mydaddy and she takesa sip before giving it to him, to make sure the tasteis OK."Danny - age 7
"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss"Emily - age 8
"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas ifyou stopopening presents and listen."Bobby - age 7
"If you want to learn to love better, you should startwitha friend who you hate,"Nikka - age 6 (we need a few million more Nikka'son this planet)
"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, thenhewears it everyday."Noelle - age 7
"Love is like a little old woman and a little old manwho arestill friends even after they know each other sowell."Tommy - age 6
"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and Iwas scared.I looked at all the people watching me and saw mydaddy waving andsmiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn'tscaredanymore."Cindy - age 8
"My mommy loves me more than anybody . Youdon't see anyoneelse kissing me to sleep at night."Clare - age 6
"Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best pieceof chicken."Elaine-age 5
"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly andsweaty and stillsays he is handsomer than Robert Redford."Chris - age 7
"Love is when your puppy licks your face even afteryou lefthim alone all day."Mary Ann - age 4
"I know my older sister loves me because shegives me all herold clothes and has to go out and buy new ones."Lauren - age 4
"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you."Karen - age 7
"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross."Mark - age 6
"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it.But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. Peopleforget."Jessica - age 8
And the final one -- Author and lecturer LeoBuscaglia once talked about a contest he was asked to judge. The purpose of the contest was to find the most caring child.The winner was a four year old child whose nextdoor neighbor was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife. Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there. When his Mother asked what he had said to the neighbor, the little boy said, "Nothing, I just helped him cry"
Saturday, July 16, 2005
the netball match was cancelled today
cuz of the heavy downpour.
very sao xin lorr.
cuz we were like all ready to play well.
most imptly, shuwen can make it.
but now since it's postponed to weds,
she cant make it le.
*cries*
anyways. im really touched by wad minyuan did.
she glued small cute rubbers onto icecream sticks
n decorated it n gave it to those in the netball competition.
so touched lorr.
everybody is so busy with sch work
n she still makes time to do those gifts.
THANK YOU. =D
anyways after tat, we went to free access room to slack
n went to ps for dinner.
at last i finally cld eat kfc le.
yays!
hahas. have been craving for it since thurs.
den we went shop shop around.
i have set my eyes on this pair of shoes.
soo nicee.
im gonna save my earnings frm tuition n buy them asap
hahas!
ohh ya.
im happie tat i passed my gp.
hahas!!
i think the teacher marked quite leniently lehs.
anyways this week really v tired.
hav been reaching home after 6.30pm.
struggling to keep awake during lectures.
so damn xin ku lor.
nxt week going to be worse.
with the installation ceremony nxt sat n all those hmwk,
i think i will almost die frm exhaustion man.
hahas!
cuz of the heavy downpour.
very sao xin lorr.
cuz we were like all ready to play well.
most imptly, shuwen can make it.
but now since it's postponed to weds,
she cant make it le.
*cries*
anyways. im really touched by wad minyuan did.
she glued small cute rubbers onto icecream sticks
n decorated it n gave it to those in the netball competition.
so touched lorr.
everybody is so busy with sch work
n she still makes time to do those gifts.
THANK YOU. =D
anyways after tat, we went to free access room to slack
n went to ps for dinner.
at last i finally cld eat kfc le.
yays!
hahas. have been craving for it since thurs.
den we went shop shop around.
i have set my eyes on this pair of shoes.
soo nicee.
im gonna save my earnings frm tuition n buy them asap
hahas!
ohh ya.
im happie tat i passed my gp.
hahas!!
i think the teacher marked quite leniently lehs.
anyways this week really v tired.
hav been reaching home after 6.30pm.
struggling to keep awake during lectures.
so damn xin ku lor.
nxt week going to be worse.
with the installation ceremony nxt sat n all those hmwk,
i think i will almost die frm exhaustion man.
hahas!
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
woots.
i was back very early today.
hehs.
i think this wld be the last time i will be back so early.
anyway got back all the results except gp paper.
not at all happie for it.
except for chinese.
dun really feel tat sadd lar
cuz i know i wldnt do well at all as i didnt really study during the hols.
im going to study real hard for my promos le.
i wun stone so much n go out too often.
im forming a study grp n we will MUG hard for the next 12 weeks.
:)
i shld hav stayed back in sch to finish all my hmwk.
hahas.
*regrets*
now i dun think i can finish them at home.
hehs.
time to have a really short nap. =p
i was back very early today.
hehs.
i think this wld be the last time i will be back so early.
anyway got back all the results except gp paper.
not at all happie for it.
except for chinese.
dun really feel tat sadd lar
cuz i know i wldnt do well at all as i didnt really study during the hols.
im going to study real hard for my promos le.
i wun stone so much n go out too often.
im forming a study grp n we will MUG hard for the next 12 weeks.
:)
i shld hav stayed back in sch to finish all my hmwk.
hahas.
*regrets*
now i dun think i can finish them at home.
hehs.
time to have a really short nap. =p
Saturday, July 09, 2005
yesterday
YAYS!!!
we won the netball competition.
hahas. first time playing.
poor jerica sprained her ankle.
heard it's quite badd.
hope we can win again on wednesday.
=D
today
i met up with krystal n sharon again.
hahas.
we wanted to go to party world ktv de.
cuz i had free 4 hrs voucher frm my pa.
i tried to called up the outlet at orchard.
but nobody answered.
so we jus go there see see lorr.
when we reached there,
we find the place weird weird de.
no reception counter n
feel so out of place cuz the pple there so grown-up.
den we decided not to go le.
arghs. 2nd time cant sing with them le.
so suay.
so we decided to go SHOPPING.
hahas!
went to heeren n so qiao we met huiying there too.
although she cant join us
still quite happiiee to see her le.
the interesting thing is tat today
we came across this weird guy who we met
like 4 or 5 times.
he seemed to be at where ever we are lorr.
hahas. so creepy.
b4 i n kry went home we SAW him again.
hahas!
we kept laughing lorr.
funnie sia.
anyways. i finally bought a bag @ marina sq le.
it was actually $15.90 de.
i bargained with the lady n requested $14.
but guess wad?
she's soo nicee tat she sold to me for $10 lorr.
hahas!
soo happiee. :)
to krystal:
hope u're really feeling alright.
rmb u still go me around to chat n sms kaes.
haha! be HAPPIEE. =DD
i haven do my hmwk yet.
hahas.
n i still wan to watch tv.
nicee show lehs.
so little time yet so much to do.
or issit i played too much le?
hahas. =/
YAYS!!!
we won the netball competition.
hahas. first time playing.
poor jerica sprained her ankle.
heard it's quite badd.
hope we can win again on wednesday.
=D
today
i met up with krystal n sharon again.
hahas.
we wanted to go to party world ktv de.
cuz i had free 4 hrs voucher frm my pa.
i tried to called up the outlet at orchard.
but nobody answered.
so we jus go there see see lorr.
when we reached there,
we find the place weird weird de.
no reception counter n
feel so out of place cuz the pple there so grown-up.
den we decided not to go le.
arghs. 2nd time cant sing with them le.
so suay.
so we decided to go SHOPPING.
hahas!
went to heeren n so qiao we met huiying there too.
although she cant join us
still quite happiiee to see her le.
the interesting thing is tat today
we came across this weird guy who we met
like 4 or 5 times.
he seemed to be at where ever we are lorr.
hahas. so creepy.
b4 i n kry went home we SAW him again.
hahas!
we kept laughing lorr.
funnie sia.
anyways. i finally bought a bag @ marina sq le.
it was actually $15.90 de.
i bargained with the lady n requested $14.
but guess wad?
she's soo nicee tat she sold to me for $10 lorr.
hahas!
soo happiee. :)
to krystal:
hope u're really feeling alright.
rmb u still go me around to chat n sms kaes.
haha! be HAPPIEE. =DD
i haven do my hmwk yet.
hahas.
n i still wan to watch tv.
nicee show lehs.
so little time yet so much to do.
or issit i played too much le?
hahas. =/
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
SUCKY day!
arghs! im so dao mei today larr.
duno wats wrong with me.
so unlucky. haixx.
the whole journey home i was complaining to myself.
arghhhhhsssss!!!!
let me tell those why so.
it all started wen i wanted to print some interact stuff
with yizhen in the library.
the computers were not working properly.
make me n yizhen so kan chiong
cuz we were late for our cca.
den later we selected 11 pple to go to daybreak
through voting cuz too many pple le.
after so much trouble, we finally reached the centre
n i realised i got the dates mixed up.
NOBODY was there.
actually we dun have to go to the centre today.
so guilty cuz hai everybody waste their time.
after tat, i went to photocopy some documents.
i went to this kodak shop n asked the lady to photocopy 25 copies.
suddenly weilin told me the shop charges at a high price
n unknowingly i jus walked away to another shop.
den i heard tat lady was like scolding me.
argh!
i went to buy bubble tea frm a shop.
n the damn drink spilled over.
clumsy me. =/
the best is yet to come.
ee teng krystal n me were happily drinking our bubble tea
n walked into the mrt station.
i really didnt know no drinks are allowed.
or maybe i was hoping nobody realised.
BUT jus as i stepped into the mrt after tapping my ez-link card.
a man appeared n scolded me.
wth. can say nicely de mah.
but i know it's my fault larr.
so embarrassing.
den asked us to go outside the mrt station to drink.
hai shimin denise n jiayang have to wait for us.
sorries.
at tat time i was at the verge of tears le lorr.
cant believe im so dao mei.
i took a bus back myself.
n guess wad???
i saw someone. arghss!
of all places. nvm.
when i went home i tot everything wld be finee.
but instead someone made those sarcastic remarks.
i was tellin my ma about my day.
when i suddenly stopped n gave up.
dun wish to say anymore le.
later. i jus went to slp.
slp is the best.
anyway. thanks to krystal ee teng ridz shimin.
im feeling alright le.
tml will be a better day. :)
4 july
i met up with cass!!
plus wenhao ash shuwen warren jos n ridz.
had a fun fun time eating.
haha!
cass was chopping those live crabs.
i was shouting cuz although the crabs are chopped up,
the legs were still moving larr.
i didnt dare to wash them.
the whole table was soo messy
esp cass's part of the table larr.
i wonder where to eat her food man.
heng all of us didnt hav food poisoning tat night.
after tat we went to arcade n played pool.
on the way home, cass n me were so tiredd.
must be tiredd of eating so much ritee?
hahaa.
anyway had a FUN time with u guys.
hope to see cass n wen hao n rest soon. :D
yesterday
i went to the gym for the first time
with jerica n my mei.
nicee experience.
love tat place le.
hahahs.
we are planning to go there every tues.
:)
anyway to my class girls
sorry for not joining u all for netball competition.
realli sorry.
arghs! im so dao mei today larr.
duno wats wrong with me.
so unlucky. haixx.
the whole journey home i was complaining to myself.
arghhhhhsssss!!!!
let me tell those why so.
it all started wen i wanted to print some interact stuff
with yizhen in the library.
the computers were not working properly.
make me n yizhen so kan chiong
cuz we were late for our cca.
den later we selected 11 pple to go to daybreak
through voting cuz too many pple le.
after so much trouble, we finally reached the centre
n i realised i got the dates mixed up.
NOBODY was there.
actually we dun have to go to the centre today.
so guilty cuz hai everybody waste their time.
after tat, i went to photocopy some documents.
i went to this kodak shop n asked the lady to photocopy 25 copies.
suddenly weilin told me the shop charges at a high price
n unknowingly i jus walked away to another shop.
den i heard tat lady was like scolding me.
argh!
i went to buy bubble tea frm a shop.
n the damn drink spilled over.
clumsy me. =/
the best is yet to come.
ee teng krystal n me were happily drinking our bubble tea
n walked into the mrt station.
i really didnt know no drinks are allowed.
or maybe i was hoping nobody realised.
BUT jus as i stepped into the mrt after tapping my ez-link card.
a man appeared n scolded me.
wth. can say nicely de mah.
but i know it's my fault larr.
so embarrassing.
den asked us to go outside the mrt station to drink.
hai shimin denise n jiayang have to wait for us.
sorries.
at tat time i was at the verge of tears le lorr.
cant believe im so dao mei.
i took a bus back myself.
n guess wad???
i saw someone. arghss!
of all places. nvm.
when i went home i tot everything wld be finee.
but instead someone made those sarcastic remarks.
i was tellin my ma about my day.
when i suddenly stopped n gave up.
dun wish to say anymore le.
later. i jus went to slp.
slp is the best.
anyway. thanks to krystal ee teng ridz shimin.
im feeling alright le.
tml will be a better day. :)
4 july
i met up with cass!!
plus wenhao ash shuwen warren jos n ridz.
had a fun fun time eating.
haha!
cass was chopping those live crabs.
i was shouting cuz although the crabs are chopped up,
the legs were still moving larr.
i didnt dare to wash them.
the whole table was soo messy
esp cass's part of the table larr.
i wonder where to eat her food man.
heng all of us didnt hav food poisoning tat night.
after tat we went to arcade n played pool.
on the way home, cass n me were so tiredd.
must be tiredd of eating so much ritee?
hahaa.
anyway had a FUN time with u guys.
hope to see cass n wen hao n rest soon. :D
yesterday
i went to the gym for the first time
with jerica n my mei.
nicee experience.
love tat place le.
hahahs.
we are planning to go there every tues.
:)
anyway to my class girls
sorry for not joining u all for netball competition.
realli sorry.
Sunday, July 03, 2005
wats wrong with my tagboard ehs?
i jus cant seem to tag anything.
hmms.
someone pls tell me wats wrong. =/
anyway. today went for my cousin's buffet lunch.
she's only pri 2 n she loves to listen to techno songs.
haha!
wonder whyy she loves those fast songs.
ewws.
yucks.
no offence to laykoon k. =)
tml i will be goin for tat dready 3 hours alpha programme thingy.
arghs! sians!
im still not sure if i shld go to watch war of the worlds with ee teng they all tml.
im seriously broke.
somemore im going to eat steamboat with 1st 3 mths peeps n shuwen n jos.
lookin forward to seeing them again.
hehs.
:)
i jus cant seem to tag anything.
hmms.
someone pls tell me wats wrong. =/
anyway. today went for my cousin's buffet lunch.
she's only pri 2 n she loves to listen to techno songs.
haha!
wonder whyy she loves those fast songs.
ewws.
yucks.
no offence to laykoon k. =)
tml i will be goin for tat dready 3 hours alpha programme thingy.
arghs! sians!
im still not sure if i shld go to watch war of the worlds with ee teng they all tml.
im seriously broke.
somemore im going to eat steamboat with 1st 3 mths peeps n shuwen n jos.
lookin forward to seeing them again.
hehs.
:)
Friday, July 01, 2005
lunch - swensons @ orchard
thanks for the treat ridz.
yups. the food n ice cream was great!
more FATS. =(
haha!
later i met kry n mei at orchard mrt.
took neoprints at cine.
spent about 6 bucks there.
heart pain*
hahas.
but long time didnt take neoprints with kry too le.
the last time was like in sec 2 ritee?
tat was our first time the 3 of us too neoprints too.
kry put tat UGLY picture in her bloggie.
OMG! hahas. =x
coincidentally we met sharon too. :)
surprised surprised.
hahas.
we wanted to walk to wisma astria
but sth embarrasing happened. =x
i changed shoes with my mei cuz her feet were hurting.
we were walking when my mei realised the sole
of one of the shoe was dropping off.
we decided to go to heeren instead.
in the end, the whole sole dropped off.
damn embarrasing larr.
hahas.
had to spend more money to buy saddles.
arghs!
and my foot is hurting.
must be all the walking we did today.
the foot infection is back.
it's starting to ''rot'' again.
ewkkss.
hahas.
honestly, i miss our gang really much.
it has been a lonngg time since we hanged out
n take neoprints together le.
hmm.
i will try to be le guan n hope one day,
we will manage to meet up again.
all 5 of us. =D
i wonder how to be a good fren.
i rmb i keep tellin the close frens around me
tat i will always be there for them.
but have i?
i duno.
hav i been a good fren?
i jus feel i failed miserably as a fren.
i jus duno why.
damn.
i hope this is NOT another one of my
bouts of depression.
once a friend, forever a friend.
thanks for the treat ridz.
yups. the food n ice cream was great!
more FATS. =(
haha!
later i met kry n mei at orchard mrt.
took neoprints at cine.
spent about 6 bucks there.
heart pain*
hahas.
but long time didnt take neoprints with kry too le.
the last time was like in sec 2 ritee?
tat was our first time the 3 of us too neoprints too.
kry put tat UGLY picture in her bloggie.
OMG! hahas. =x
coincidentally we met sharon too. :)
surprised surprised.
hahas.
we wanted to walk to wisma astria
but sth embarrasing happened. =x
i changed shoes with my mei cuz her feet were hurting.
we were walking when my mei realised the sole
of one of the shoe was dropping off.
we decided to go to heeren instead.
in the end, the whole sole dropped off.
damn embarrasing larr.
hahas.
had to spend more money to buy saddles.
arghs!
and my foot is hurting.
must be all the walking we did today.
the foot infection is back.
it's starting to ''rot'' again.
ewkkss.
hahas.
honestly, i miss our gang really much.
it has been a lonngg time since we hanged out
n take neoprints together le.
hmm.
i will try to be le guan n hope one day,
we will manage to meet up again.
all 5 of us. =D
i wonder how to be a good fren.
i rmb i keep tellin the close frens around me
tat i will always be there for them.
but have i?
i duno.
hav i been a good fren?
i jus feel i failed miserably as a fren.
i jus duno why.
damn.
i hope this is NOT another one of my
bouts of depression.
once a friend, forever a friend.
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